Current mood:	clammy
Current music:	ashanti

the colour concert was really good. im such a loser though, its only the second concert ive been too. i really need to get out more.
today at church i got kinda angry. we were having a lesson about something that i dont remember, but the teacher tied in temple marriage. she said that it was so important to get married in the temple you know. but then she started talking about non-temple marriages. and the way she was talking about it was so rude. she made it sound like if you dont marry in the temple and youre mormon youre not elite and that you shouldnt even bother being mormon anymore. i felt so angry and scared. because what happens if i marry max? will everyone hate me? its so dumb. especially since i have this re-occuring feeling that im not going to marry a mormon boy. id like to, but i just dont think i am. i dont know. i wish some mormons werent so clique-y.

this was the senior i interviewed about WWII on thursday. her names barbara and shes 86. she is possibly the coolest old lady around.



&my moms really good at painting.


im going to go clean my room.